Craig is now living in his Memory Care Community. It must've truly been God's timing, because I don't know how it could have gone more smoothly. He is settled and quite happy with his new home.
Personally, I could curl up and just die. I miss the man I married. I miss the best friend I ever had. I miss my handsome, loving, gentle, humble, compassionate, thoughtful, fun, active, sweet - oh I could go on and on - husband.
There are rooms in this house that I cannot walk into. It is overwhelming - I have to turn around and walk back out.
The most beautiful soul I ever met is still in there. The demon Alzheimer's may mask and hide all that he is, but he still IS.
I am so lost without him.
I am absolutely numb...
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| Craig in his happy place - Palm Springs 2006 - I miss us there. |
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